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I'm watching this show ("CATCH ME NOW") for the whole day. it's nice. but the ending sucks! it's a sad ending. well, i don't like sad ending. hais.. i tot after finish this show i will feel better. but it wasn't! argh! wondering what happen to me. im just slacking at home for the whole past few days. without stepping out of my house! i even don't have the mood to write letter to baby. no life!! everyday was like sleep, wake up then watch tv. if not use com till midnight, went to bed. can don't even eat today. i don't feel hungry for the whole day. hais. not in the mood to do anything. i just feel like not doing anything!! don't know what's wrong with me! i just feel so down! I WANTED TO CRY SO MUCH!!!!
i really miss baby so much. time passes so slow.. i know. no point keep on thinking. i still got a long way to go.. a very long 1 year plus..... ;'(
tml can go visit him ler. i know i can see him ler. im happy. but "seeing him thrus the tv?" i can't feel that he's around. i know it's better than nothing. but.. wo hao xiang ta! zhen de hen xiang ta!
apart from someone that you love most in your life. you know how's it feels? :'(
i didn't receive his letters for months ler. is not just 1 or 2 month. is more than that. even if it's 1 month. it's kills me! im with him for 1 year 6 month. and we gonna apart for 1 year 8months.
that 20min or 30min to me is never enough. i got so much to tell him. and.. i know that. tml i won't have chances to talk to him. i can only look at him quietly. i have to wait for another 2 weeks.. bi, without you with me. im not alright at all !!!!!
no one know how it's feel..
BABY, i miss you so badly.. you feel it? i didn't dream of you now adays. wo hao xiang ni ! ='(
suddenly, i miss those working days!
miss those laughter, fun, crazyness, chit chatting with my girls..
(" Qinyu, Suatyee, Huishan, Stella, Yueshi & Florence ")
wonder when will we be meeting again?
i miss all of you! <3
Fennies NG 
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