Didn't really sleep well today. i cant say last night.. cause i'm blogging all the way till morning 9 +.. then finish everything awhile later? around 11am went to bed bah. :x blog so long right? my com sucks lar! fcuking slow!! it's gonna drive me CRAZY uh!! ARGH!! >,< only sleep for 4 hours+ today. i wake up at 3++pm.. i dont feel tired. dont feel sleepy. only feeling moody! :x
read someone's blog just now.. i found out that even when she's off, she also wont think of me.. or even thinking of meeting me? she was once the closest to me. that's hurts to me? =) hah.. then what's the point of msging me and says you miss me? and even care about why i always no reply your msg.. isn't it doesn't matters to you ler? even if i didn't reply you. i think you just don't seems to bother also.. anyway, thinks she's really living happily without me ler.. things wasn't the same again.. never ever be the same again yea ~ :D
maybe even if you did ask me out.. but is with someone that i hate. and all couples then what's the point of asking me out? don't you know that I'M DAMN HURTS TO SEE COUPLES TGT!!! that's makes me think of HIM so much! forget it.. the feeling you will never know..
i told myself many times.. times and times over and over again!! stop being like a fool! but.. I'm just keep on acting like one.
find myseif 像个傻瓜, 笨蛋!! 真的好笨!!! 傻到无药可救!!!! sweet memories stays, isn't it a happy things? yet i feel so hurts!!! >,<
Well.. Didn't talk to Dad for almost a week? didnt even call him even when he's back home. just treating him transparent. saw His fucking face jiu sians! you wait lor.. see i will call you or not! i SWEAR i wont! i hate you!! so much so much.. >.< !!
I'm ROTTING AT HOME!! :x SO BORED LAR!!! 我好想宝贝了啦!!
i miss you badly seriously.. :'(
Cheers,
fennies ' BQWY wifey
fennies ' BQWY wifey
Fennies NG 
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