A NEW MONTH A NEW START!

Just Found A Job.
Thanks to Sis Cher.. :D
I'm gonna work very hard this month!
of cause not just this month!
I must learn to be smart! :)
JIAYOU!!!
hope everything is fine!
i can work for long!!!! :D
I'm tired of keep changing job ler!
JIAYOU HUANG MEI FEN!!!


This is the photo that i want Sis Beeyen to put as her contact pic!
Sis, so ke ai right?! OH MY OH MY!! HAHAHA!!

:D

I Really Really...

MISS BABY SO MUCH TODAY!!

I Feel Like Crying! I Don't Wanna Lose Him! :'(

I MISS YOU BABY!!!!

#29th July. Wednesday~

Just Came back from Malaysia. :)
Went back to pray wai gong!

WE MISS HIM SO MUCH!

The house we always went to..

No longer the same feeling ler.

The past only can remain as memories!

1st Oct 2009 it might be the last time we will be going malaysia ler bah..

cause it's the only Last time we can pray wai gong ler.. :(

wai gong, you always live inside Our Heart! <3

Tml~ i can go visit Baby ler~ WOOHOOS!

I Really Really Miss Him Damn Much! <3

# 27th July . Monday~

Went to meet Beeyen sister. :)

walked around northpoint..

went mac to look for xiaohui jie awhile.

then went back to slack around.

LJS for our dinner.

and then took bus to 262 slack. :)

backed home after that..

Photos~

ME! :D

actually got a very ugly photo. will update some other day! :)

sister! rem to put that photo as your contact pic ok? LOL!!

Sister & me :D

Sis, I Love You Muchy Muchy! <3

END!


#28th July . Tuesday ~

Went to Ajunied early in the morning.

being model for Sisters (veron & lynnies).

it's for their exam. :)

after that went to eat lunch with them..

and back home to pack my things.

off i go to malaysia~ :)

One Of their Friend.

Do facial & make up for me! :)

Please Do Cherish People Around You!
once you lost it!
If He/She left this world.
You Regret Also No Use.
He/She may Gone Any Time. AnyWhere.
Just for that ONE MIN or Fews SECs..
hais..
Hoping (tingting) jiejie will be Fine! and .. take good care of her kids..


P.S: I'm so Afraid to heard SomeOne around me Dead.. :'(

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

UPDATED PHOTOS!

:D

# 26 July. Sunday~

Bought lunch to Lynnies Sister's house. :)
Went to her house for facial.
and make up. :)
lovelove*
thanks sis!!
see you on the whole coming week! WEEETS~

6pm Whole Family members. (without papa & baby)
went to Pasir Ris fetch korkor.
went back home first. cause i want to bath. F*ing HOT!!
then off to AMK hub (Pepper Lunch) for our dinner.
back-ed home after that! :)

I'm meeting Beeyen Sister tml!
woohoos! :D
and..
This week gonna be a busy week!
:)

blogger got problem..
So..
will update photos soon! :)

i know that i still have GREAT Sisters, Darling, Buddy and Friends around me.
THANKS~

I MISS MY BABY SO MUCH!!

THURSDAY COMING!!! WOOHOOS!!! :D

FINALLY!!

I received Baby's letter!

I waited till.... OMG!!!

So F*ing long!!!! :x

Buddy receive dickson's letter quite fast.

But me? I have to wait few months!

What The H*ll!!! !@#!@#

Baby says

till now..

you should know who is your friend and who is not.

so if really its your best friend will never do that..

(it's partly from the letter)

and.. of cause his sweet words.. :)

ya! what he say it's true..

I can Only Believe in Him and My Mommy. :)

and.. Darling Amanda is right.. i can tell him everything.

I'm not alone.. cause i still have HIM! :D

P.S: Baby, I Love You So Much! ♥

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

:)

坏人 - 阿镔

作词：马嵩惟 作曲：方炯镔 编曲：杨阳


那 一扇车门
关出 我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱 无法均分
以後 就留给你们
也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

END~

Patricia Sister♥

well.. say everything once and for all..

ya! i say your bad things to others..

i know you didnt expect.
but who can i cry to? who can i talk to?

things that i told them. is what you told me.

and.. what we quarrel about..

when they ask me about you!

I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER!

seriouly i dont know. :(

things that you do. Hurts me deeply~

Just like you say.. we was once so close.

we went thrus lots of things together..

i wasn't that close with my own sister that close before.

i do. i do cherish you! once you will the FIRST one in my heart!

you ask me that before. and.. i told you that! and im wasn't lying!

you always tot wasn't true. i know that..

but i can swear! you will! you mean just important as him!

but times goes by.. i found that you left me!

you rather have those friends.. :)

i always hold on tight of you. didnt let go.

but you choose to let me go... you let go..

we tend to be sensitive towards each other.

I'm sensitive.. till now.. I'm still!

cause i care about you! but.. it's doesn't matter to you anymore..

things that are past. will never be the same i guess?

Thanks for Everything!

and things that i say to them about you!

i have to tell you..

SORRY! VERY SORRY!

P.S: i always treat you not just a friend or a darling.
its my own sister.. :(

everyone knows that.. only you!

you will always be kept deep down inside my heart.

Bambi~

Xiao Mommy Always Love You So Much!

I won't don't want you! :)

Baby, You Mean EveryThing To Me!
I Miss Baby So Much!!!

and..

11 More Months to go..

hope He's Missing Me Toos~

i know he will. :)

went for a movie with mommy. :)

Watched Harry Potter. :)

backed home after that..

I'm going to write letter to him now.. and off to bed!

Good Nights! :D

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

:)

I Miss KorKor!

now..
no one help me buy fish food.
feed dog..
no one help me buy food.
buy dou hua at mid of the night! :(

i have to go all the way out just to buy this stupid things ALONE!
hais..

korkor! i miss you lar!!
but..
i miss BABY most! heh :D

I'm getting use to it..
to be alone! :)

I MISS i miss..


YOU SO MUCH!! ♥
waiting for your return!


Suddenly..
HAO xiang korkor!
not use to it when he's not at home!
i miss his voice! :(
Miss his lame jokes!
korkor, xiao mei hao xiang ni !

see you on Sunday!

love you BRO ♥ ! :D

I'm late. gonna get prepared to meet Darling Amanda! :D
Byes~
and and..
I'm meeting Sister Beeyen later on..
i LOVE LOVE you girls so much! :D ♥

# 19th July. Sunday~

K-ing with Veron Sis & Lynnies Sis..
@ Amk (big kbox) .. :D
meet net first at Amk for my job hunting!
then .. go LJS mum mum..
while waiting for ron .. we went back to hub to shop for tomato.. -,-
next.. is k-ing! :D
till 1plus midnight..
stay over night at net house.. :D
back-ed home in the morning~ :)



So much fun with you babes!
it's been years since i last met ron!
hope to meet them soon again!
and.. cherlyn! where are you!!
why you didn't come!
=(

P.S : hope to get a job asap! =(
i miss BABY so much! :)

it's not the matter of who i need most! actually you dont know me well! i need most is only HIM! no one else! from the start you know it. love to me.. it's everything! it meant more than my family.. dont even say friends.. LOL! and.. cause of you.. i know.. who are good.. who are acting to be good.. it's just that im running away from it. i dont wanna accept.. I'm just keep closing one eyes. how they and you treated me.. all i can say, the past.. thank you so much! i will rem.. take cares~ everyone that i cherish.. will never be close with me for long! that's my life! from the start.. i told you that.. friends comes and go.. include us!

Cheers,

Fennies
(BQWY's Wifey)
:D

There are some things you can't turn back or change,
no matter how much you want to.
Thinking back,
what I've done in past sounds ridiculous and unworth.
And `i think the day I'm finally force to grow up,
to leave the past for one final time.

#14 July . Tuesday ~

Amanda Darling pei me go interview at DG.. :) Thanks Darling!

next we went to LJS eat. and walked to Cine for our k-ing.

k-ing for 5 hours. LOL! and backed home around 12.15am.

ME, ME and ME! :D

Our dinner at kbox. :)

Me & Darling .. :D

End! :)

Darling, rem Our free movie on next week eh!

see you soon!

and meet up to repair our phones together eh!

with loves* :) muacks*

P.S: I MISS BABY MOST!! :)

Cheers,

Fennies

(BQWY's Wifey)

:D