Fennies ♥ Braian

1 JAN 20o9

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!
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happy 20th month anniversary darling! and happy new year to BABY & dickson TAN & my dearest BUDDY (kelly TAN)!

baby, i still rem last year how we celebrate 20o8. you bring me to marina square to see fire work. but yet too many ppl. we go off. and went to lynnies's pub at east coast. there to drink. just for my sake. cause you know i miss my sisters. ronnies is there too. it's damn fun! i really miss them so much. :D and you looked into my eyes when the clock turns 12am. and say to me " happy 8 month anniversary! i love you" and with a sweet kiss. i miss that! thanks darling. next you bring me to hotel. ("hey. don think wrong. hotel with lots of ppl there to continue drink ok! gort kids there also") till next morning we took cab home. i still rem how the wonderful night we spent together. i miss you real much. hais. even though you not with me right now. but i know your heart is with me! i love you baby! real much! smuacks*



it's a hard year for me & buddy, for baby & dickson. but we can go thru it. i believe! we are strong der! nothing can stop us from loving each other so deeply right buddy? i believe that. :D
so let's jiayou!! :D im always there. i kept my promise to the 3 of you! :D and baby, you know that i didn lie to you this 18th month. none of a time! so believe me! i love you.


this letter is the 3rd letter that baby wrote to me:

Baobei,
i have receive all the card and i love them so much too. the 2 small ones is so cute and lovely. and i love the perfume smell also. ("the present that baby buy for me for my birthday") haha. Baby, today i got interview so we only talk about 10mins only. so sad lor. But just hope for the best for me k? hehe. My days inside is same lor. everyday 1 hour yard and visit you for 30mins. but whenever i visit you, is my happiest time. haha. i mean what i say de wor. Baby, sorry about that time k? that i say you never care about me. is cause i very angry. then i say till like that de. hope you dont take it to heart hao marh? sorry sorry. ("he draw a cry face") haha. very ugly right? ("it's ugly. but i love it!")

Baby, you know when i get caught that time my mind is just thinking of you. from 010507 till now. in my heart you are always the one that i love and cherish and also the only one that i care so much. and in this life i know that you are the one, the one can make my life change. and i promise myself. when i am release, no matter how hard my life is. i will still marry you and give you a good and happy life. Baby, you are my heart, my soul, my life, my everything. cause only you can change me. Baby i love you real much. and whenever i see the letter you wrote to me. i am so touch. you are the only one who can give me happiness, sweetness and lovelyness. thanks for everything that you have done for me. Baby, and i know that you are having a hard life cause you have to come all the way here to visit me and have to wake up so early just to visit me. thanks baby.("baby you know what? that's not hard life! as long as can see you. i feel so xing fu ler!") thanks baby. i really cherish every single thing that you had done for me. Baby, when i come out, we go oversea k? i wanna bring you to Australia. cause my friend said that Australia is a nice place to go. ("no matter go where. as long as got you by my side is the best places that i ever been.") and i wanna spent my time with you. and buy you lots of things. (" i don wan anything. i just want you back!") and i want you to bring me go malaysia when chinese new year, cause i wanna play fire crackers marh. haha. so just pray hard for me to get the lightest sentence k. Baby you dont think too much k. i wont change heart der. you are the only one i love. cause when i am inside you have done so much for me, and i also BU SHE DE leave you marh. and you also promise to stick to me forever ler hor. so dont break your promise hor. haha. ok la. baby i should stop here ler k. i love you and miss you everyday and everynight. muackzzz. when you see this letter i will be at changi ler. you must take very very good care of yourself k. i ❤ you. Braian love Fennies forever.


and it's the end of this letter. hais. i miss him so badly! i cried so badly when i read this letter! when i receive this letter was christmas or before. forget ler. he's not yet sentence. when my mum told me. got my letter. i still don believe. i tell her. don lie to me. it's christmas day. not fool day! haha. then she ask me go out of the room. and i saw the letter! it's so surprise! i miss him right now! so badly! hais :'(

18 month. im gonna wait! i swear! i will wait for you! the things that we both gone thrus. no one can understand. only us. no one knows how hard we hanging on to have the days now. and to love each other so deeply. i promise. i will stick to you forever! :D cause B, 你是我这一生最深爱的男人!!!